Monday, November 23, 2009
i know we both look ugly in this picture, but rest assured im prettier in real hahahahaha kidding la.
having fun, much?
16TH BIRTHDAY
im finally sixteen.the party yesterday was fun.like some couldnt hold their alcohols--got little high(fell from chair)(puked)hahaso i got nice present --bad presents---but thanks everyone for coming.but of course there were some that were just too old-they kept tryna put me down with boyfriend's talk.fuck y'all man. GO AWAY / GET A LIFE / TRY TO GET ONE, BITCH.
posted on; Monday, November 23, 2009.
Monday, November 16, 2009
LIFE OFFICIALLY SUCKS
1.i went for threading (you know for my face) ---totally fucking hurt
worst still that shit gave me fucking rashes on my face(i gotta meet him tmr-he's gonna think im ugly and dump me or something)
2.i went for manipedi yesterday.-like my leg color
hate the fingers.
its not my fault, they did a bad job(i hate my rash on my face)\
so anyways i decided to change the color the next day and paint it with another color myself
(BAD BAD BAD IDEA) you know how sometimes you cant control your left hand cause you are a right hander.yea, so i screwed up myright hand.so have to erase again.
3.i took a flu vaccine yesterday-sucks too
the aftermath hurts like fuck(i hat emy rash on my face)
4.i think he thinks im a man in a woman's body (but he still likes me ;) ahahhha)omg im so shy right now.
5. o bitch no, i think my comp is going to crash ..
6.numbnuts ep4 dont work on me and i really wanted to watch it( my rash is really getting to me now)
7.i wish he was here now.but sometimes i can just kill him la .................
THE GOOD SIDE OF MY LIFE IS
BASICALLY NOTHING ,BITCH
IM NOT EVEN DONE WITH MY RUINED LIFE LIST..
8.i havent got a grad night dress
9.i have a rash
1.i went for threading (you know for my face) ---totally fucking hurt
worst still that shit gave me fucking rashes on my face(i gotta meet him tmr-he's gonna think im ugly and dump me or something)
2.i went for manipedi yesterday.-like my leg color
hate the fingers.
its not my fault, they did a bad job(i hate my rash on my face)\
so anyways i decided to change the color the next day and paint it with another color myself
(BAD BAD BAD IDEA) you know how sometimes you cant control your left hand cause you are a right hander.yea, so i screwed up myright hand.so have to erase again.
3.i took a flu vaccine yesterday-sucks too
the aftermath hurts like fuck(i hat emy rash on my face)
4.i think he thinks im a man in a woman's body (but he still likes me ;) ahahhha)omg im so shy right now.
5. o bitch no, i think my comp is going to crash ..
6.numbnuts ep4 dont work on me and i really wanted to watch it( my rash is really getting to me now)
7.i wish he was here now.but sometimes i can just kill him la .................
THE GOOD SIDE OF MY LIFE IS
BASICALLY NOTHING ,BITCH
IM NOT EVEN DONE WITH MY RUINED LIFE LIST..
8.i havent got a grad night dress
9.i have a rash
posted on; Monday, November 16, 2009.
Sunday, November 15, 2009
SEE when i tell people im very pretty, no one believes me
EAT THIS BITCH
hahaha.this message only applies to FARAH.
IM PRETTY!
hahaha
ok im just joking.
i got that hair done for like a day so dont freak out.
but i got my highlights done STREAKS OF SUNLIGHT!:)
i love it,you will love it too.hahaha
it look like those after-climaxedx10000 sexed hair man.
oyah and this stupid prom thing is starting to bug me
i havent got a darn dress for it yet and i dont fucking know what type what color to buy it on.
i mean i know anything will suit me fine (cuz im pretty)((joking)) hahaha
dang fuck my life.
and like we are going to wakeboard on wednesday
tmr(monday) we're going to watch a movie.and i am starting to have a huge major major crush on MICHAEL BUBLE.and i think with my powerful voice i should sing with him.and i like LAUREN CONRAD too.i got a nice man on my side now;)hahaha.you see, so many shit with so little time.
FUCK MY LIFE x2
and i'd better start gyming soon or im going to end like not so fit
FUCK MY LIFE x3
therefore
im completely screwed
FUCK MY LIFE x4.
goodbye
posted on; Sunday, November 15, 2009.
Friday, November 13, 2009
OH YES BABYYYYY !!
The graduating students are all finally done with the biggest sucker ! [read: O Level]
I agree with what Jo or SJ said.., "It is like we study so hard for 4 years(or 5 years in my case) only to sit for a few days paper..."
For now, i think we should have fun. And worry about another big sucker later! [read: O Level RESULTS!!]
heh.
AND I seriously can't wait to have a kick ass time with my best friends..!
:D
Love,
- The Done-with-O-levels-kid
Farah Zahidah Mukhlis
posted on; Friday, November 13, 2009.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Oh, hello there!
You guys don't know what a big relief it is ever since 4th November passed !
Before that, I've been having sleepless nights for 5 days! I just could not get myself to sleep.
Even if i sleep, it wouldn't be a good one. Those damn stress wouldn't let me have a good one.
BECAUSE all i could worry for is my stupid O level exams.
SO, I went into an intensive study mode.
Sleeping for only 2 or 3 hours as a short break!
And honestly, it was manageable for the first three days.. but, i felt terrible during the last two!
tsk. All those lack of appetite, nausea, dizziness, migraines.
Okey, let's not go into there! Makes me feel sick just thinking abt it.
Anyway, i did mention in the previous post about a heart-felt letter that my best friend had written me right ?
Ehemmm, it's really touching to know that someone really cares abt you and wouldn't want you to do all the negative stuff cuz it could hurt you, be it now or in the future.
U know what i'm saying ?
Nonetheless, i have a message for my best friend.
And you guys may skipped that part if u want to. No obligations. :D
Alright.
I'm late for revisions.
WHAT ??!
Yes, a*holes. I still have exams for three days straights on Monday, Tueday & Wednesday!
They're not the major papers anyway, so that pretty much explains why i've been slacking these past few days!
Now, i just need to do a little bit of revisions for my f&n. Just to get a pass.
Another small revision for my Malay. And another small ones for Science Paper 1.
After that, oh.my.freaking.god ! Im gonna have fun like there's no tomorrow.
yes. freaking weeeeeeeeee~
Oh Oh Oh !!
ANOTHER BIG MATCH FOR MANCHESTER UNITED!!
They are up against Chelsea.
Hahs. Those losers, we'll definitely kick their ass big time tonight!
A must watch okey! Must feel the atmosphere.
I bet it'll be nerve-wrecking, heart-thumping action!!
omg. omg. Im soooooooo excited !!
Take care and goodbye sexys..
-Big Man Utd Fan,
Farah Zahidah Mukhlis.
You guys don't know what a big relief it is ever since 4th November passed !
Before that, I've been having sleepless nights for 5 days! I just could not get myself to sleep.
Even if i sleep, it wouldn't be a good one. Those damn stress wouldn't let me have a good one.
BECAUSE all i could worry for is my stupid O level exams.
SO, I went into an intensive study mode.
Sleeping for only 2 or 3 hours as a short break!
And honestly, it was manageable for the first three days.. but, i felt terrible during the last two!
tsk. All those lack of appetite, nausea, dizziness, migraines.
Okey, let's not go into there! Makes me feel sick just thinking abt it.
Anyway, i did mention in the previous post about a heart-felt letter that my best friend had written me right ?
Ehemmm, it's really touching to know that someone really cares abt you and wouldn't want you to do all the negative stuff cuz it could hurt you, be it now or in the future.
U know what i'm saying ?
Nonetheless, i have a message for my best friend.
And you guys may skipped that part if u want to. No obligations. :D
To my dearest bestfriend,
When i told you about what i did, i just expect u to understand. That's all.
Like how Renee and Jo and Ching Wee understands me.
I know u didn't like it but i never knew u'd react like how u did.
You may asked urself that u did nothing.
But my dear bestfriend,
I can sense ur disappointment. I can sense ur unhappiness. And I can sense ur coldness.
Though its not obvious but i can sense it. I'm sorry if it has tarnished the image u had of me.
And all those shits that i sensed, i never want it to drag on and strain the f/s.
It made me tell you that i won't do it again.
The essay and letter u wrote for me, confirmed my suspicion.
And i confirmed it again by asking u, "Do u write me the letters becuz i told u that i won't do it again? Would u still write me those if i haven't said anything about stopping ?"
Well, Im sorry if i thought wrongly but u know what ur answers were.
And it made me think that way. That u were really unhappy and disappointed in me.
And dear best friend,
thank you for not doubting me and thank you so much for your support!
You can count on your sensitive nose if not me. I hope i won't let you down.
But if that happens, and no matter what, trust me when i say that i'm really grateful for a friend like you.
I really hope that u'd try ur best to understand.
hmm.. I wonder if i'm asking the impossible.. hehe.
So much love,
-fzm.
When i told you about what i did, i just expect u to understand. That's all.
Like how Renee and Jo and Ching Wee understands me.
I know u didn't like it but i never knew u'd react like how u did.
You may asked urself that u did nothing.
But my dear bestfriend,
I can sense ur disappointment. I can sense ur unhappiness. And I can sense ur coldness.
Though its not obvious but i can sense it. I'm sorry if it has tarnished the image u had of me.
And all those shits that i sensed, i never want it to drag on and strain the f/s.
It made me tell you that i won't do it again.
The essay and letter u wrote for me, confirmed my suspicion.
And i confirmed it again by asking u, "Do u write me the letters becuz i told u that i won't do it again? Would u still write me those if i haven't said anything about stopping ?"
Well, Im sorry if i thought wrongly but u know what ur answers were.
And it made me think that way. That u were really unhappy and disappointed in me.
And dear best friend,
thank you for not doubting me and thank you so much for your support!
You can count on your sensitive nose if not me. I hope i won't let you down.
But if that happens, and no matter what, trust me when i say that i'm really grateful for a friend like you.
I really hope that u'd try ur best to understand.
hmm.. I wonder if i'm asking the impossible.. hehe.
So much love,
-fzm.
Alright.
I'm late for revisions.
WHAT ??!
Yes, a*holes. I still have exams for three days straights on Monday, Tueday & Wednesday!
They're not the major papers anyway, so that pretty much explains why i've been slacking these past few days!
Now, i just need to do a little bit of revisions for my f&n. Just to get a pass.
Another small revision for my Malay. And another small ones for Science Paper 1.
After that, oh.my.freaking.god ! Im gonna have fun like there's no tomorrow.
yes. freaking weeeeeeeeee~
Sisters from another mother! hehehe.
Oh Oh Oh !!
ANOTHER BIG MATCH FOR MANCHESTER UNITED!!
They are up against Chelsea.
Hahs. Those losers, we'll definitely kick their ass big time tonight!
A must watch okey! Must feel the atmosphere.
I bet it'll be nerve-wrecking, heart-thumping action!!
omg. omg. Im soooooooo excited !!
Another sister from another mother! heheheh.
Take care and goodbye sexys..
-Big Man Utd Fan,
Farah Zahidah Mukhlis.
posted on; Sunday, November 08, 2009.
